Selene, my album and some things about my life~

Hey there sweethearts :3

Today I will write about Selene, but for now, some news and info about gifts for me <3

You know what is sad? There are thousands of people on dA, who have wacoms, copic marker, good brand watercolors... AND THEY don't use it at all!! And I can't afford buying even FEW copics or cheapest wacom... -.- Is that fair?
I would kill for complete sets of copics. -.- It's sad for me.  My dream is to have copics, letraset promarkers, wacom cintiq, good colored pencils, watercolor.... So many things. And I don't know if I'm greedy or I just want to have chance to make a progress?

I wanted to make commissions. But damn. Noone wants to buy it. Am I that bad? I thought that my prices are too high, but I think that selling arts for 1-2$ is just... unprofitable? My one chibi takes me 2-3 hours to finish! And is that worth ONE dollar? >.<

I decided to make bookmarks for sale. I will make set of bookmarks for sale AND I can sell printed copies. Original bookmark will cost 4$, printed bookmark 2,50$ and bookmark commission for 5$
Shipping worldwide costs 2,50-3$ (2,50 for one bookmark- 3 for two and more)



I just love all you guys who sent me something for my album *w*


My Album by *Forunth on deviantART

 I just love every single postcard, drawing, letter, EVERYTHING! Thank you so much guys, I love you all!!!




Okay, today I will write about Selene :3 It will be more like character info that her story. I'm sorry for my poor English here, hope that you will understand me >.<

 Selene is Forunth's half sister. Both of them have the same mother, but different fathers. Selene's father was an elf, that's why she has pointy ears. When Forunth and Selene were girls Forunth had her personal little war with boy from village. She always had ability to make very dangerous poisons, and she prepared poison in a cup. She left cup on the table and went to another room because she forgot something. Then Selene came into the room, she was very thirsty because she was playing with other kids and that's all the story. Selene was very very sick for few weeks, everybody thought that she could even die. She survived mostly because she was half elf, and elves are strong. But poison caused eye damage, and since that situation Selene became blind. She's 100% blind. But she learned how to live with that. As half elf, she has very sensitive senses, because of that she can hear very well. Both girls lived peacefully with their mother Neya in very small village near sea. It was very happy family, even if girls raised without father. One day group of bandits attacked their village. It was group of ex-soldiers, all they wanted is to rob and rape. Village was full of women, children and elders. All mans were on war, so village was unprotected.
 Selene and Forunth were playing in garden when they saw soldiers. Both girls and Neya started to run, to save their lives. Behind their house there was small hill, Neya told there to the girls to run into forest and hide. She said that they shouldn't wait for her, and asked Forunth to take care of older sister. They started to run, and Neya walked to the road, she wanted them to see her. She wanted to divert their attention, while her daughters were escaping.
 If you want to know, yes, Neya survived that, Both Forunth and Selene met her after many years.
 When girls ran into the forest Selene said that Forunth should go to the town, and ask for help. Selene loved nature and she knew that forest even better than her house, so she decided that she will stay in a forest for few hours and then she will come back to the village and find out if someone survived. Forunth said:
-Selene, I promised to our mom that I won't leave you.
-I know sis, but I can't see. I can't go with you to the town, it would be too hard for both of us. Go! I'm sure that someone survived, and he will help me! Go Forunth! You heard about Temples? You're young girls, you can ask Priestesses for a food or place to sleep, they always help childern like you. I can't go...
-I don't want to go without you- Forunth started to cry.- You're my older sister, I need you and you need me, I don't want to go to different town! I don't know single person there!
-I'm sure that you will start new better life. You'll see, I'll ask someone to go to the town and find you and tell you that I'm alive, go!
After that short conversation Forunth, crying, left Selene alone in the Forest. Even if Selene wanted to look strong in fron of her sister, she was very very scared. So scared that she never came out of that forest. At first she didn't know if she can go back to the village. She was afraid that soldiers are still there. She decided to stay few days in a forest. Days turned into weeks, weeks into months, months into years. Even if Selene was blind, she build herself shelter, and she lived there for 3 years. After 3 years she was found by Revv, when he was chasing beast through the forest. I will write her story from this point next time ;u;

Thank you all guys, for being my big international family ;u;

Hey guys ^^

I'm aliveeee~!

I'm here just to say hello, and say that I'm drawing!!!!

I'm working now:
-my commission, God, hope that zoog13 won't kill meh. I really have artblock on this piece.
-scrubs fanart
-prize for angrykoalas
-prize for Hellatina
-gaga drawing :3


And guys, who's story would you like to read next? I thought about writing about Selene this time :< Probably I will do it next  Thursady :3

Hello guys ^^ At first I want to thank all of you for reading my blog, you're so nice! And it means a lot to me. I would be really grateful if you could comment under my posts and say what do you think about my stories ;-; It would be really awesome :3 I want to know your opinions! And I'm sorry, I'm not good writer, and writing in English is REALLY REALLY hard for me. You have to forgive me some grammar mistakes and typos ;-;

On the right you can see amazing drawing of Bianca done by talented Tsunade-91 check out her dA!

Okay. so you knew how both girls grew in a Temple of Sun, and you know ritual of becoming priestess looks like. Bianca spent whole year living in a Temple as full-time priestess, but she had no chances to see her little sister. Sometimes when she was outside she saw Ellen playing in Temple's garden, but she was not allowed to talk with her. After very long year of loneliness one of priestesses went into Ellen's room and said to her that she have to go to Bianca's room. Bianca was very nervous, she didn't know what to say to Ellen after year of separation. Main cause of her nervousness was her promise, she promised that she will never leave her sis. She didn't know that high Priestess will forbid their meeting. When little white haired girl stepped into her room Bianca was shocked. This Ellen wasn't her little sis that she remembered. She was 8 years old, but she looked much older. She wasn't smiling like in the past, and she was kinda downcast.
-Ell? Are you sick? What happened?
-You promised me... You said that you won't leave me. And i didn't see you for a whole year? You know hard hard was that time for me? 
-I know Ell... you have no clue how bad i feel about this, high priestess said that i can't talk with you. 
-I thought that you just don't want see me no more, because i was a bad girl- Ellen started to cry.
-Bad girl? Sweetie, you have never been bad girl. You're my beloved sister and i will always love you. And if i had chance to choose i would live with you in that little room behind kitchen.
-I'm happy that I see you sis, I missed you so much! 
From that moment Bianca was able to see Ellen from time to time, and bond between girls became stronger. Ellen started growing and becoming teenager. She was as lively as then when she was little child, she was very mutinous, and she didn't like her duties in the Temple. She was typical teenager, she didn't want to execute ANY duties. When she had chance she always tried to go out of the Temple and go for a walk through the Varos town. When she turned 14 years old Bianca was already 21 years old, and she was one of most important Priestess of Sun. Ellen started her education, and she was learning all things from her sister. Bianca was teaching her because she was only person that Ellen listened. Of course whole process of becoming priestess was the same as Bianca's-> two years of education, first dot tattooed at first year, second in second year and third dot during ceremonial of ordaining priestess.  Both girls were living in the Temple very peacefully, they spent all days on preying, reading holy books, re-writing damaged books, helping at in the garden etc. When Bianca was 27 years old, Highest Priestess got really sick, everybody knew that old lady don't have much time. Before she died she had to do one thing, she had to choose her successor. All priestesses are praying to the God of Sun, but only highest Priestess knew real name of God. And she could call him by saying this name, that was the way people kept in touch with Gods. Old lady chose Bianca for her place. Before she died she was talking with her whole night, and she made fourth dots on Bianca's body. It was made by ink (in powder) mixed with very special water, different from Holy water in the Temple. High Priestess have special bottle of that water in her room, of course hidden. This bottle is the same for ages, and First Sun Priestess got it from God of Sun, specially for making tattoos. For one tattoo are needed only 2-3 drops of that water, so there was still a lots of that fluid inside glass bottle. (I'm sorry if I wrote that too complicated, if you don't understand something please ask me in comment, or on dA, I'll answer with pleasure). After old lady's death Bianca became High Priestess and she was managing all girls in Temple.

Here I will skip 10 years. When Bianca was 37 years old Ellen was 30. I have to say here that both girls were half Aerie (their mother Miranda was born in Aerie's village), and Aerie people are long-living humans. They live up to 150-170 years.
Some people asked me about Bianca's death. Yes, Bianca dies in age of 37 years old. One day somebody stole bottle with Holy Water from Bianca's room. Ellen decided that she'll find out who stole it and recover that bottle. She went into the building where was big feast there. She was looking for that bottle in every single room, it was very hard because there was many soldiers, some of them were drunk. Ellen found bottle in one of merchants sack- probably thief sold him this. Nobody saw her when she was leaving. But Ellen didn't know that Bianca followed her to that  building (honestly i don't know how to call it in english). Bianca was looking for Ellen, she was afraid that something might be wrong, and she might be injured or something. Suddenly one of the soldiers attacked her. She had cape and hood, so he didn't see that she's woman, and he stabbed her with knife. When she fell on the ground he saw that she's woman, and priestess. Poor soldier thought it was a thief and when he realized that he killed Highest Priestess he almost fainted from nervousness. Bianca had no chances, he stabbed her right into her heart. She died in few minutes. When that soldier calmed down he brought Bianca to the Temple and left her at one of rooms on the pillows. He wrote a letter with explanation that he didn't want to do this, and it was accident. Then behind the Temple he committed suicide. Ellen found her sister next day morning when she went to that room to find her corset.

Ellen changed after Bianca's death. She left Temple after Bianca's funeral, only from time to time she was going there to help other Priestesses, she was still priestess, but she didn't live in Temple anymore. She bought old Miranda's tavern, and she started to live in room above tavern. She made small altar in her room and she was praying every day in front of it. I will write someday about her life after that, she had a husband and two kids, but it's theme for another post :3

Sorry for my all mistakes, my English is so horrible :C And I would be very grateful if you could leave here a comment saying what do you think about girls ^^ And I'm sorry for being this so chaotic :<

Best wishes :3

Before I'll write more about white haired girls I have to say one thing. I can't draw right now. And I don't know why. I'm trying, but I don't feel like drawing last days. And this feeling is different than regular artblock .__.
Anyway, I've tried to do Ellen/Bianca sketch it came out soooo horrible -.- It was inspired by William Adolphe Bouguereau painting At first I wanted to copy poses of both girls, but now i think that I'll erase Ellen's legs and make her different pose. And I need to fix both girl's faces. Remember, that's just basic sketch. On the sketch Bianca is 14 years old, and Ellen is 7. Bianca has one circle tattoo under her eye because she's candidate for priestess.

Okay. Back to more important things-> next part of Ellen and Bianca's story:
Ellen and Bianca were growing int the Sun Temple. They were living in a small room behind the kitchen. At first only Bianca lived in that room, because Priestesses were looking after baby Ellen, but when Ellen was big enough (3 years old), Bianca started to keep an eye on her. Ellen was a typical vivacious child. She was loud, scatty, always happy, she loved to make jokes, and every little room was full of her. Her laughter resounded throughout whole Temple. Bianca was very nice child too, but she was calm, and sometimes sad. Ellen didn't remember their parents, she was too small when they disappeared, but Bianca remembered. She missed her mother, her beautiful orange eyes, warm heart and beautiful smile, she missed her loving, strong father, she felt so safe always when he was around her. Even when little Bianca was smiling there was still small shade of sadness in her eyes. Both girls were helping in the kitchen, cleaning, when High Priestess needed something she was sending Bianca or Ellen for it shopping, delivering stuff etc. When Bianca turned 14 she started her education as candidate for priestess. Typical priestess education lasts for 2 years, so it isn't long. In the first year she got tattoed first dots of typical priestess tattoos. And that first dot is made with regular ink, nothing special. I don't want to write here about whole proccess of becoming full-time priestess but this post would be too long and nobody would read it D: So I'll make special post about this later. After first year of education Bianca got second dots tattooed, and again they're regular tattoos. when Bianca turned 16 years old, after long two long years she was ready to become a priestess. On that day Ellen was sitting in their room, and when Bianca came in she yelld:
- Happy Birthday sis! I got these flowers for you!
-Ellen, we need to talk. -she sat on the bed. - You know that I will become priestess tommorow?
-Of course sis! I'm so proud that my big sis is so important!- Ellen was jumping around room.
-Hey, hey sweetie, you'll become one too, you just need to grow up. But listen to me, for a second. Hey! stop jumping, when I'm talking to you. That's okay. Ell, you have to know one thing. You know where all priestesses live?
-Of course! In that extension of Temple. We can't go there. I wonder whyyyyyy...
-Ellen, I won't be able to live here with you after ceremony. I'll have to move, and live with all priesstesses.
-You'll leave me? - Ellen started to cry and rub her face with scrap of her dress.
-No sweetheart. We can see eachother for few minutes each day, and when you'll be big enough you will join me there. Hey, don't cry, come here.
Both girl were lying on the bed and hugging eachother, when Ellen fell asleep Bianca got up, packed herself and she left room. In special room in the temple there was big sculpted water basin made of rock with holy water inside. Bianca had to take off her clothes, and naked step into that water basin. All priestesses were standig around her and then process of tattooing third biggest dots began. It isn't made of regular ink but ink mixed with holy water. That's why tattooing it causes incredible pain. During making first dot (on cheek) Bianca was strong, she was only crying, during second, she started to scream, and other priestesses had to hold her, after that one she fainted, and she didn't remember making the ones on her hip and ankle. After this ritual she started to live among other priestesses. For long 3 weeks she was praying with them, reading holy books and helping in the garden, then she aske High Priestess
-Forgive me Mistress, could I see my little sister?
-My child. You're young priestess. You won't see her for a year, it's your first task.
-But I promised her...
-We can't break rules.

Bianca's and Ellen's childhood

Hello there sweethearts :3

Today I want to write first part of Bianca's and Ellen's story.

My story takes place on big island called "Almead". I'll draw a big map of Almead soon... At least I hope so. On the north in the mountains live big nation named Aerie. In Aerie's village lived beautiful girl named Miranda. She had very long wavy white hair, big orange eyes, and very beautiful rounded face. Miranda was very lively and talkactive girl and everybody loved her. Miranda was typical teenager, every room was full of her. She had a dream, she wanted to see "big world" she felt that  village in mountains is too small for her. When she was 19 years old she left home and she travelled to the Almead's capitol named Varos. She was amazed by big city and it's atmosphere. She didn't have enough money so she started to work in a tavern, Miranda helped old lady who treated her as her own daughter. In that tavern she met human soldier- Ferric, and she fell in love with him. Ferric was tall, handsome man with blonde hair and blue eyes. 9 months later Miranda gave birth to little girl. Girl was born with white hair and beautiful blue eyes, so her parents named her Bianca. Miranda, Ferric and little Bianca lived peacefully upstairs of tavern. When old lady died she asked Miranda to take care of her Tavern, she didn't have any kids, so she left everything to that white haired woman from North and her husband. Whole family was very happy, and their place was always full of love. 7 years after that their second daughter, Ellen, was born. Everybody loved this little girl, specially Bianca, she loved to help mum looking after her sister. From very beginning Bianca was very protective over her little sister. When Ellen was only 1 month old Miranda and Ferric decided to go to festival. They knew that many of their friends will be there, and both of them hadn't seen them for a long time because of their little baby. They never came back. Noone knows why. Bianca was waiting for them with Ellen for long 3 days. She was scared, but she tried to do her best with taking care of her little sister. Girls were found by their neighbor, very greedy and rude woman. When she realized that girls are alone, without parents, she turned girls onto the street, and she took over Miranda's tavern. Bianca was walking around the town with her little sister in her arms. She didn't know what to do, she was still only a child.. Then she saw something beautiful. Very big building with huge sculptured gate. She rembered that once she was walking with her mum, and she asked "Mom, who lives there?" and Miranda said "This is Sun Temple, sweetie. See that beautiful lady? She's priestess, here take this flower and give it to that lady. They are praying to the God of Sun, and thanks to them we have very good weather, and our crops are so plentiful." Bianca decided to knock to the gate. Priestesses were very nice, they helped girls, fed them and offered a room to spend night. Bianca was little girl, but she was worried about her, and her sister's future. She asked High Priestess if she can stay for a longer time. She said, that she can work for food and place to sleep for her and Ellen. Highest Priestess said:

- I can see in your eyes, that you're very smart girl. I remember you. Your mother was from Aerie's village, that's why you have white hair, but blue eyes... Your father had blue eyes, right? You, and your little sister can stay here as long as you want. And you won't be our slave. But you have to promise me one thing.

-What Ma'am?

-You'll become priestess.